When things just don’t come my way…
A few moments of silence is enough and now I have to set my soul free. I really need to breathe.
I hate myself because I know a lot of ways to feel bad but less ways to feel better. I can’t still accept the fact that there will always be turning points in life that no matter how hard I try to do away with them, I will always cross paths with. I feel so guilty, because I only remember GOD in times of crisis, but when I had everything that I wanted, I never cared to call Him. Maybe I was just so confident. So sure of the uncertain. I wan’t really prepared for this. I know that this really is a form of sourgrapping but I just thought that maybe God has other plans for me. Who knows? But as of now, I think that I’m done with hoping because hoping alone is not enough. Hoping alone- it’s over. Maybe this time, I’ll compliment hope with WORK.
