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A new year has just begun but it’s still very inevitable for me to start fresh at all. Though I want to feel like starting a new life again-as in without any past and liabilities, I just have to embrace the fact that it’s not possible because whether I like it or not, there will always be scars from the past that will always be hunting me forever. 

A realization dawned on me that no matter how hard I try to erase all of the remnants of the unhappy moments of the previous year, I just can’t do it because they are all part of me now.  It’s a reality that I can’t escape and  sometimes baffles me to move forward however, I hope that I can do something about it. Think think think…

I can’t please everybody. I have my strengths but I also have my limits- please respect. I really hate it when I don’t meet everybody’s expectations and when people begin on blaming me for their dissatisfaction when in fact they don’t know everything. If I could only spell “pressure” in their faces, they would see it ain’t a piece of cake at all. I hope I can make them realize that.

I’m imperfectly perfect just like anybody else but I know I can shine in my brightest if I’m really determined. Sloth attacks me daily that it sometimes blurs my vision of the future but when an eye opener takes place, I straighten all the crooked ways that I’ve been drivin’ for a long time. Optimistically, I will try to do things more responsibly governed with conscientiousness and prudence.

 No matter how I try to change the system of my life, I just can’t because that’s how I live my life. Though I know I also have my shortcoming, nabuhay na ako ng ganyan but hopefully I’ll try to be a better person who acts accordingly to her age.

As a whole, there are no promises for me. My only resolution is to “try” because for me, it’s the safest word that I could utter lest I can’t make my promises real.