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As I was organizing my cluttered drawer full of old school stuffs just this morning, I happened to have found my long lost diary wherein I used to write my deepest and sometimes mawkish thoughts when I was in fifth grade- about 5 years ago. Feeling thrilled and evoked, I sat for a while and began leafing through the pages of my old diary and tried recollecting what happened in every single page that I wrote way back those days. 

I really can’t believe that I wrote such memories myself. I never thought that those moments I wrote over my diary were superbly absurd and drippy. Maybe I was just too young back then to realize that those were too lame. I can’t help myself laughing because it was really really corny and I felt so awfull for having those things remembered. I also felt embarrassed and annoyed of myself for puting those into writing because those thoughts of mine were silly and too much assuming about my elementary crushes-ewww. Even though those were kind’a mawkish, but okay I admit-  those were sweet and innocent.

Inspite of the melodramatic contents of my previous journal, I am still happy to have read my thoughts again for it brought back some sweet memories that made me laugh foolishly and giggle like what I always use to do whenever I feel excited and ludicriously ecstatic about a person I like and admire.  I also felt nostalgic about everything that had happened in the past which made me realize that even though my business is already over in that particular era of my life, I still have to look back once in a while and remember those memories that had happened to me which made up the whole existing me.