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It’s been a long time since I’ve posted a blog on my account. Well, about 2 months now to be exact..I really miss those times wherein all that I have to do is to write and write all those important, special, and a li’l bit of both embarassing and painful happenings that had happened to me wayback those days as long as I please in order for me to express what I really feel through writing…Whaaahh… I really miss summer ‘08 so badly because it offered me so much fun and a handful of best experiences for application. Though it jolted me out of my comfort zone, I just can’t explain why it was the best of all!!! Wayback last summer, I was able to go through wild experiences and in some ways, gained some degree of independence which I’ve enjoyed a lot..super!!! I’ve joined a lot of youth camps and enjoyed each one of them to the max. I’ve met new circle of friends and I have finally found some inspiration somewhere on one of the youthcamps that I’ve attended ______ that keeps on inspiring me up to this day but actually, we’re not friends (laughs*)…but I’m still hoping that the fulfillment of the signs I’m asking from God might be the one that I’m really hoping…(giggles*)…but I’m not assuming of something to happen because I’m really scared of false hopes…(mahirap nah!!!)

Since I’ve got nothing to do today, I’ve decided to spend my time pouring out those events that had somehow made my days fantastic and a li’l bit exotic…

Since I’m now in my senior year in high school, tons of schoolwork, reviews, and pressure are inevitable but I’ve already expected all of these to come beforehand.  Actually I’ve never had enough sleep since the first day of class which makes my eye bugs quite visible…Responsibilities never stop coming in which make it hard for me to handle my schedule and I thought I felt crazy because of overlapping responsiblities and time conflicts. Oftentimes, I’ve got three meetings at same schedules at different places that’s why I am usually seen running through the corridors to catch up with the other meetings. I also got a handful of articles to be edited and others on it’s way through. It’s really tiring but I’m trying to do my best to be able to handle my responsibilities well. No matter how tough the situations are, I’ve accepted all of these challenges as a part of growing up, that as time passes by one must go through the hard times, and later on, the harder ones.

Well, I’ve also noticed that schoolworks narrow my time for me to enjoy and spend time with my family and friends unlike the old times. Things now are becoming more serious and I have to be serious in dealing with these stuffs as well because my future is the one that is at stake now. Decision-making gets more confusing and it feels like my head is going to crack open because of too much preoccupation of what is to come.

As of now, all I want is to unwind my inhibitions and to indulge in a superb relaxation that the world can offer. But inspite of the stress, the pressure, and schoolworks, it’s still fun to be in school. I can’t explain why but all I can say is I just love being in school and I love being young…

I just simply love it…=)